my baD Boy

huhuhu.....
tak ku sangka....
tibe-tibe dy ajak jd awek dy.....
hahahaha....
nape???
da GIVE UP ngn saya punya EGO ker???
nyway...da laamaaaa sgt da jd kekasih gelap awk wat saya FEDUP


terus terang saya nyatakan....yes i do.....sayangkan awk....tapi yes i do tak cintakan awk...
i will learn how to love you...with all of my heart if ure willing to do it so....


DEAR MY BAD BOY


saya xkisah law awk xingt nama sy sekali pon...coz i know....IC awk sendiri pon kadang2 awk lupa....
im juz happy memegang tittle ur GF....=)
n tq sb xterlalu mengongkong saya....

tq sb benarkan sy mengikot haluan hidup sy sendiri....
im happy with u lah...
=)

our LOVE game

we said goodbye for the second time. Actually i really hate goodbye from you.
the story of us is very complicated. i hate it when you keep calling me SAYANG.
for you it juzt a joke and to make fun with me but for me it really hurts coz i know you never mean it. so GOODBYE is the best way for us. after we go through with all of this.
dari awal saya da dapat agak....sebenarnya it is a big mistake for us to keep in touch again.we were so happy during last few weeks rite pakdo?=) we said that kite sebenarnya dpertemukan untuk berkawan not as a kapel...yeah....but last nite...juz bcoz i cannot give you their pictures...you're willling to say goodbye...never mind i ssaid..law awk xmao kawan ngn saya...saya xdapat pakse awk tuk kwn ngn sy...n last nite we said GOODBYE 4 d second time...okay fine....mungkin sy sepatutnya lenyap terus dari hidup awk...thats what im doing during this few years...but i swear...it is a big mistake for US to KEEP IN TOUCH again...so dear pakdo sy da janji xmao sakitkan ati awk ag kn...so sy rasa...mgkin this is the best way...lenyap kn diri dalam hidup awk..kerana law sy still d cc awk...sy akan berterusan menyakitkan hati awk...coz im juz a simple person yg banyak melakukan kesilapan...sometimes...im happy coz u're come back 4 me....
sometimes....im sad coz its too late...
sometimes....im confused coz im willing to forget you....
sometimes....i regret 4 all the this that juz happened between US
AND EVERYTIME...tears keep falling down when i have time juz for ME AND YOU...
Ya ALLAH....walaupon awk xkembali lam idup saya...saya tetap jalani hidup saya tanpa awk as usual...so WHY sy mesti rasa sedih lg...
Ya TUHAN...aku memohon cukupla diuji aku tentang CINTA,,,,,
siyesly....aku da xsanggup hadapi ni semua lg....
kenapa sudah tertulis kat sana NAZIHAH  will fall in LOVE with PAKDo....
i dont want to lose myself again...
i dont to get sick again....
i dont want to be a weak girl again....
BECOZ OF YOU....
bertahun tahun saya cuba lupakan awk....and its hurt,,,
so plz....jgn sia2kan usaha sy wk.....
biarkan awk ngn dunia awk...and saya ngn dunia sy....
and one more thing...
please get out from me.....
I WANT TO LOVE SOMEBODY ELSE
Ya ALLAH.....tolongla HAPUSKAN CINTAKU PADA SI DIA..
KERANA AKU TAHU....
DIA ADALAH ORANG YANG SALAH
KAU PERTEMUKAN KEPADAKU........
amin...

the day of ~us~

hello....
mmm...ari ni teman mcya g test kete...hurm....pg2 semua moody jer....
per hal la plak 2.....dimana la yang xkena??
papa pon jeling semacam jer....
ari ni agak kelam kabut cikit kat litar....
almaklumla,,,,kerani dtg lambat...so everytim pon cam tergendala la....
mcya do the best!!!!!
hadeh...naseb bek pas bahagian 2....
congrats la mcya...cam emak2 plok aku ni mai 2ggu ank test...hahahaha
nyway.....menjelang tenga ari 2...
semua org da mula talk 2 each other..huhuhu ilike.....
lama jgk la nk 2ggu giliran mcya ni....hurm...sambil 2 msj ngn pakwe lame lu...huhuhuhu
kitorg ngn ckgu2 n makcik2 kt kantin c 2 da cam satu family jer....nk wat caner...banyk mulut sgt...
lastly....mcya's turn ke jalan raya....beb....do d best k...jgn lupa check sumer yg ada 2...
ececeh...cm ibu bg pesanan kat anak jer lagaknya...hahaha
then.....
LULUS!!!!goodgurl.....
hurm...kol cikgu tnya dy dok aner....g bg gmbar n ic tuk wat P....
ckgu nga best2 landing lam surau.....kitorg pon bertenggek la kat atas tangga sambil bual2 ngn cikgu...
then cikgu suh dak kebun dy 2 g potostat ic mcya...
lama btol dy ni....xreti guna mesin fotostat ker aper???poklong bersuara dari jauh...
HOI ANAK DARA,,,,,a.k.a PEREMPUAN....itu muka pintu surau lelaky...pompuan kt belakang yer...adeh...lupa plak....malu2.....xpasal2 malu kn....
cikgu a.k.a abe NIK pon jwb ler...ikot kawe la GEWE kawe....hahahaha.....riuh rendah plk depan surau 2...
pantang jumpa la....mula la riuh sekampung...
after semua beres....sesi mengundur diri la plok...tibe2 poklong tahan mcya...ala2 nk ngorat g 2....
"WEY!!!!jange dok kacAU la GEWE ore 2",,,,hahahaha,,,,gegey plok....
memey muko2 wat gegey la.....
nyway...we will miss all of ~US~ la....=)

bout ~us~

assalamualaikum...
hurmm....donnoe y....i keep wondering wat is the ending between us???
i really wanna know bout that....
kadang2 saya rasa yg awk terlalu dekat ngn saya tapi...sy xdapat nk wat pape pun even awk dekat...termasukla bercakap ngn awk...
kadang2 sy rasa jauh sgt2 dengan awk...padahal awk sentiasa ada di samping sy...
sy xpernah terpk pn yg cinta akn mengubah segalanya dalam hidup kita,,,,
kenapa perlu dia???
kanapa DIA??yang perlu mengubah segalanya...who is she actually?
a mastermind?
a wonderwoman?
i wonder y u can easily change juz 4 d gurl like that,,,,
sampai satu masa,,,
sy terlalu kecewa pda awk dan sy da xsanggup lg nk menanggung dosa sb dok mengumpat kt awek awk xpasal2....
i want this 2 end now!!!
bkn maksud sy nk memutuskan persahabatan ni...juz if u need her more....then...leave me...
i'll be fine dont worry...
but if one day u come n say that u regret bout it,,,, sy akn terima dgn penuh keikhlasan....
percayala....
we juz need more time 4 us 2 think
so now...
juz follow all the flow.....